First off i would like to say i served in the military for 8 years and have never seen anything like this. i went outside to smoke a cigarette which i do every night. i like to look at the stars at night especially nights like tonight when there is no moon it's beautiful. any ways as i was looking north easy from my front door about the small mountain which is no more then 300 yards away i noticed a very low and bright object i know this was not a star it was too low and i know it was not a plane or helicopter. this object made the most beautiful colors and went from being very erratic to pulsating and almost calm i watched for awhile but i got emotional all of a sudden and i had to get inside the house something didn't feel right i actually starting crying and didn't know why. i built up enough courage a few minutes later to take a few pics with my phone mind you there terrible because it was pitch black. i just want answers of why i felt the way i did. i'm not crazy this thing scared me and i saw something very out of place.