UFO Sighting in Lufkin, Texas on July 2nd 2014 – my son and girlfriend also witnessed …red glowing pulsing light changed directions rapidly left then returned

we were at the zoo. this object came above us....circled a while then left flew off and a weird angle then it returned a short while later circled again and left again my son noticed it the second time this is NOT the only time however. I feel I have been abducted repeatedly. including implanted I feel they have a relationship with me and they have explained many things to me such as the reasons behind their dna grabbing. I think I have had implants, experimentation multiple abductions and I even had a shape shifting entity come right into my bedroom. this thing looked human at first then shifted into a dragon like being complete with a tail and snout most people are afraid of them I am not I understand why they do what they do and have undergone some strange things personally they put me once into a vat of liquid with other people they told me to inhale the liquid for it was to replace the air in my lungs in order for long space travel one took me to mars and showed me a garden in a glass dome I realized as I was looking at this garden I was holding hands with someone I looked down and it was a grey. He had 3 fingers and a thumb I need someone to talk to ...these events have led me to question my own sanity they speak to me at random directly into my brain they have told me things no one could know. PLEASE HELP ME. I am not afraid of these beings I am afraid for my own sanity I would also mention my aunt, grandfather, and mother have seen things too.